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Having another self hating day. Like most days. Fucksake.

Why am I doing this to myself. Why am I looking at thinspo. I was doing so well. I was feeling so positive. Now I’m back to hateing myself and trying to eat as little as possible and trying not to let my boyfriend catch on. Why is this happening again? What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I just eat and not worry about the amount I’m consumeing, I just want to eat. But I, can’t.